dreaming

2004-12-28T02:51:00.000+08:00

okies let me get the fucking clear
i am damn pissed now cos of some scums
saying stuff at someones blog
you dun like what i say
or you think i am lying
then get lost lahhs . easy mahhs

1. the tags are not done by me okies . it is done by my cute but idiotic bro who thinks it is a nice christmas gift . pple tagging your board . though it might be stupid , it is the thought that counts . nn aniwaes who told you to take the tags seriously ? anyone can tag using any name for hell sake . get a life man . if you dun like to see then dun see .

2. hell i watch fucking movies . nb , would you like to see the tickets ? take photos in the cinema ? just becos i never watch movies with some pple , some pple just assume that i dunchh watch movies . what is my sister , family for then ? my neighbours ? my cousins ? so hell yes . i watch movies . just not with some fuckers .

nuff said . if you dun believe what i said
then just get lost lahhs / who cares
take it or leave it . fuck fuck fuck
-

happy birthday bro .
thank God that i have a brother
who is around to chat with me
about our favourite stuff .
nn supporting me when i am pissed
like now . ahahs . love

2004-12-25T18:21:00.000+08:00

merry christmas everyone =))
may all your dreams nn wishes come true
enjoy yourself on this festive day
stay happy alrightes

whee . i am enjoying myself now
at my frens house partying
with all my sweeties
i love all of my dearies
i love my presents too
yippee . i am so happy
i have a whole stack of them
darylyn i want my chocs !
hmms . shall go back to party
take care everyone . huggys

i just love christmas .

2004-12-22T16:44:00.000+08:00

i am so damn darn happy . not
the most wonderful thingg happen
i sprain my left ankle
BLOODY HELL
damn suai lahhs
now canot even walk
i have to cancel all my plans
my shoppin dates ! shucks
justin , stop laughingg
you laughed enough already
hopefully i can walk properly
by erms christmas ? haishh
thanks nicole nn mich for helpin me
love you guys so muchh . grinns`

the past few days were spent on
parties , shopping dates , bbQs
i cant wait for christmas
the presents are piling up
yayys ! i love presents

2004-12-19T01:05:00.000+08:00

days are eggshell . and today ,
any day at all , could be the
last ordinary day of your life
and you wouldnt know which is
the day the eggshell cracks and
nothing is ever the same again .

even if you shout for help
or scream for hours
no one answers
deafening silence
ghostly whispers
this cant happen you think
but no .. reality sinks in .

they are all long gone .

2004-12-17T13:14:00.000+08:00

There are days when you are
full of school , of friendship and laughter
but nothing existed inside my flesh
except self : i was thick with me
the playing fields seemed to lie
at a great distance , so far
teams and spectators were strangers
their sounds a foreign language

i watched , but wasnt drawn in
i listened , but didnt hear
it was ultimate shyness
i went outward only

nothing came in .

2004-12-13T17:17:00.000+08:00

dont you see , dont you see
that the charade is over
and all the best deceptions
and the clever cover story awards
Go To You ..

so you better take this chance
and find the next person to con
cos i wont be here for you anymore

screw those fucking mosquitoes

2004-12-12T20:57:00.000+08:00

BORED BORED BORED

2004-12-11T20:17:00.000+08:00

went to watch blade trinity already .
with jian per marv at J8
movie was quite okie lahhs .
fuck here nn there like crazy
jian kept laughing throughout the movie
cos there were many scenes where it was
more funny than violent ?
found it as a comedy lahhs . l0lx

after that marv had to go ..
nn left me per nn jian
which is a bad combination
why ? cos we are very indecisive
yeapps . so we were stoning
thinking where to go . in the end
we went to amk to have dinner

jian , white roasted chickens are cute
nn they also taste good ! ahahas .
i am eating some now . chicken rice //
dunchh be hungry okies T_T
you ate your dinner already .

2004-12-10T21:18:00.000+08:00

i didnt know guys were so indecisive .
i mean to choose one day also so difficult
in the end still come back to me . wtf
jian marv per . choose a day lahhs !

jian marv nn me kept playing
with the new msn 7.0 .. hahas .
kept nudging each other
till all went crazy lahhs
drove me nuts lehhs =))
omg so childish lorrs
who start arhh . grinns`
but the program is quite cool
oh yahhs , by the way ,
jian you can be a great food planner
thought of so many meals for me to cook
ahahas . but no vege please . yuckks `
nn my puppy dunchh have sars okies !

2004-12-09T16:11:00.000+08:00

i wana watch blade ! hahas .
kkays shall watch it next week ?
my hoemwork is not done .
oh my .. but no time lahhs .
soon i shall complete it .

it feels weird without my sister
yelling at me all day nn night
but i enjoy the freedom ! ahahas .
nobody to nag at me lerrs
cept of course my mummy

bringing back the past
with the postcard you sent me
every line and word
it brings me right back down

hell i miss you loads .
merry christmas too .

2004-12-06T17:56:00.000+08:00

i have a puppy
i have a puppy
i have a puppy

nn i have to take care of it myself
cos my wonderful sis is going to CHINA
for two whole bloody weeks ! wtf

the puppy name is twinkle . cute ehh .
well that is what the petshop named it
it cost a whooping $1000
but my mum paid for it .
pedigree dog mahhs . what to do .
erm the puppy is damn small now
cos it is only 2 months old
like the size of 2 handphones
kawaii nehhs . i am in love with it
it is like a soft toy lehhs . if it stays still
it wont grow that much kkays
cos it is naturally small ?
light brown with cute twinkling eyes
with patches of darker brown at its cute ears

izual , you will love the puppy
hahas . next time bring it to your house

2004-12-05T21:41:00.000+08:00

kkays . fianlly free to blogg . hmm . prom . no words can describe it . i am so in love with it . weets . my day started when mr koo zehou woke me up at 9 am . ahahas . then yoon smsed to say we have to be at his house at 10 am ! wth . had to rush . but met chinhuat nn chuankai first . went to do many stuff . in the end we only reached the hotel at 12pm . what happened to the time ? lolx . then had to do a backdrop cos mrs tobias msg us the night before saying she wants one . argh ! that was like 1130pm lahhs . so we rushed here nn there . i tell you preparing a prom is not joke . you can go crazy on that day . was freaking out lahhs .

well everyone arrived on time . ahahas . however there was a bit of a mess . but nvm . well dinner nn games started . there was this dance game . harry was damn farnie . he was the winner naturally . but he .. danced the weirdest dance . the pageant to choose the prom king nn queen was hilarious . there was the catwalk first before the proposal segment . celest nn sherwyn's proposal is the most hilarious . along with the 5N1 . anyways . skip skip the whole pageant nn guess who was the prom king nn queen ? sherwyn n celest ! then prom prince nn princess is junzhang n eileen . whoopie . well the disco at the end of the night was crazy . ahahas . everyone just dancing on the dance floor . including mrs tobias nn ms ten ! how cool was that ? anyway i left the hotel at 1am . came back nn was so sleepy .

anyways . wana thank zehou jialing gen chaplin liJian kane yeeyan nich chinhuat . thanks for helping the organising committee . then to celest izyana huining chuankai ivan . we made it . phew . aniwaes . that was a night for everyone to rmb . i will miss you guys .

2004-11-30T02:01:00.000+08:00

tomorrow
countdown ..

PROM

2004-11-29T01:52:00.000+08:00

haunted by my abandoned dreams
no one is with me now

dead

2004-11-28T01:49:00.000+08:00

the sun has lost its color
the sun has turned to grey
at least that is how it feels to me
whenever you are away

i crawl up in the corner
as i watch the minutes pass
each one brings me closer to
the time you are coming back

r u n a w a y `

2004-11-26T17:16:00.000+08:00

with my one last breath, i apologise
for bleeding on your SHIRT

went to watch chamber of fears - nike 5 0n 5 . erm was forced to somehow ? cosh my bro nn neighbours were dere . yesterdae was the trials nn my bro team got in so i had to go today again . quite funn lah . some pple dere could play real well ! like there was this gurlls team . OMG they were beta than many other guys team lah . nn the dunk competition was cool . esp this guy who slam the ball on the ground b4 catching it in mid air nn then dunking it . my description sucks but you roughly get the idea yahhs .

i believe there's someone watching over you. they're watching every single thing you say and when you die, they'll set you down and take you through. you'll realise one day that the grass is always greener on the other side. the neighbours got a new car, that you wanna drive and when time is running out you wanna stay alive. we all live under the same sky. we all will live, we all will die. there is no wrong, there is no rights. the circle only has one side. we all try hard to live our lives in harmony for fear of falling swiftly overboard. but life is both a major and a minor key, just open up the chord.

god bless .

2004-11-24T15:08:00.000+08:00

you howl and listen, listen and wait
for the echoes of angels who dont return

alrightes . just wana say this
good luck to everyone who has
the chem re-exam tml . yuppes .
after that we cann relax lerr .

i hate you
i hate you
i hate you

why must you do this to me
you act so good in front of me
but actually you hated me ?
well your wish shall be granted
cause i hate you too !
get out of my life you freak
to think i thought you changed
pple hated you since sec 1
me included alrightes .
i thought you changed in sec 3
but no .. that is not the case .
goodbye forever .

god bless .

2004-11-23T20:58:00.000+08:00

why don't we hit restart
and pause it at our favourite parts
we will skip the goodbyes
if i have it my way
i'd turn the car around and run away
just you and i

RIDICULOUS
i sort of wasted the whole day ?
OMG . shall start mugging after this .

went to mac at 730am
to accompany ms loo xiang feng
she had geog re-exam nn hence ..
needed moral support
grinns` helped test her
you will surely pass okie gurll
we must studie for chem now

around noon
went to IKEA
with yeeyan nn liJian
they had to buy some thinggs
i was dere shoppin for prom stuff
had lunch at BK
the whopper burger is huge !
we all bought that as
the set was only $ 4
i was taking forever to finish lah
nn they both starting saying
eat with girls take so long
argh ! not our faults rightes . hmph
also ! they were complaining all the way
while we were finding for their things
say stuff like 'never shop with girls'
nn also ' why take so long to get there'
excuse me ! IKEA is like damn big
but you wont get lost . hahas .
just follow the windy path .
by the time we finished buying everything
they were so tired nahh
say 'duno why gurlls can shop so long'
get used to it guys . winkks`
wait till you get a wife . ahhhh
take it as practise alrightes .

came back to school
to finish playing moonpoly with liJian
we are so childish ehh .
but he made me bankrupt
gave all my money nn property to him
see lah ck. you created a monster
hmph . but it was real funn .

god bless .

2004-11-19T12:56:00.000+08:00

there's a truth in your eyes
saying you'll never leave me

-

olinda is OUT !
nononono . quite sad =(
yahhs cos she rawkks grinns`
but tough luck i guess
sly has loads of fans
nn taufik did a great job
but i still love her
she has power wor .

all the sec 4s in my sch
are done with their 0s lerr
wahh. lucky pple =))
could see many pple celebrating
whenn i was out todae .
but .. too bad my sista
has not finished her 0s
smiles` but she is still watching tv
OMG nth to say lorr .
she has 2 more papers
nn she seems carefree ?
hahas. wish her good luckk though
alldabest to you .

eek . i have so muchh things to do
prom. sec 1s orientation camp. re-exam
but my main priority is EXAM
yahh so must mugg like hell
ck nn ivan good lahh
they both go overseas for hols
thenn leave me to plan finish prom
they only coming back on the prom day !
they are so dead . push all to me
sec 1 orientation camp
shall push it aside till ..
next month . at the least
mugging time now .. haish
see my physics tb wana faint le .

god bless .

2004-11-18T22:20:00.000+08:00

you should know where you sent her

you should know where you are

you are trying to ease off

but you know you wont get far

now she is up there

sings like an angel

but she cant hear your words

ever again.

2004-11-16T20:11:00.000+08:00

shucks . i am in bigg trouble .
didnt attend any meetings
for the sec 1 orientation camp .
isit my fault as i have lessons ?
or that i have tuition still ?
hey i still have re-exam okie .
so cant i take a break first ?
let me studie in peace alrightes .

you are gone .
f o r e v e r ?
both of us have no idea .
but you will come back
to visit me rightes ?
it is just a flight back home
to where you belong always
i will miss you like crazy
hey i am missing you rite now
at this veryy minute
the thought of you gone
i shudder to think .

hmm . wasted the whole day ?
yahhs . hahas . but enjoyed it
spent the whole day with
liJian ck nich yeeyan des bev
lolx supposed to be doing stuff
but in the end .. wad do you noe
played monopoly ` haha yes
with liJian ck and nich
had funn thought it was a silly game
ck can be a businessman okies
he spent most of the time
cheating us of our money
$1500 for a site ?
ARE YOU NUTS .
hahas i didnt buy it though
nich and des did .
and they became broke
grinns` silly people

god bless .

2004-11-12T18:31:00.000+08:00

i l o v e everyone .
hahas . mmuackks `

to everyone who wished me
happie birthdae yeasterdae .
i love you guys ! really .
sho sweet of you all .
no matter whether
you msg-ed called tagged ..
you guys rawked ! grinns`
esp my nutty jia tingg .

ehhs. todae aud nicole siewhoon carena
came to my house dere to swimm !
sho fun wor . yuppes =))
carena hads to go off early
as she had a basketball match
we played this silly game .
but it was quite funn rites .
we tried to speak underwater
saying some silly or farnie rumours .
usually it was who like who .
eg erm andrew like auddies .
smiles` we had to go underwater to hear
auddies has the sharpest ears wor .
we must go swimming again soonn !
love you guys . yeapps .

oh yahhs . to yuki and ..
michelle sab aka sister daisy
she is gona murder me for calling her that
hahas . but nvm yeapps .
have a safe trip alrightes .
come back safely . whee =))
must take care on the plane .
no one with you cept for strangers !
hahas . i crapping lerr .

god bless .

2004-11-11T13:29:00.000+08:00

it ish my B I R T H D A Y
yahhs . today !
11th november ..
i am now 15 years old .

happie birthdae to me
happie birthdae to me
happie birthdae to me
happie birthdae to me

yikkes . i am becoming l a m e .
but nvm . it ish my dae .

many things happened todae ?
things i am not pleased with ?
was pissed at my mother .
but yahhs . cant say much here .
still abit mad now . hmph .

thanx bryan . grinns`
you were dere when i needed you to .
thanx for calming me down .
i was almost going to destroy
all the breakable stuff .
i wa fuming like hell . yuppes .

to my nutt family .
i miss you guys like crazy .
i hate my mum =//
why ish she lidat ! wahh kao .
thanx for understanding aniwaes .
you guys are the best !

god bless .

2004-11-10T00:12:00.000+08:00

i am b o r e d `
all i have beenn doing ish hwk
sian-ed already lorr .
yahhs . but we have no ch0ice .
need more sleep . yuppes .

now ish 1215 am . ticktock
happie birthdae nicole and kass
may all y0ur dreams and wishes c0me true
it will alrightes . todae ish y0ur ...
s p e c i a l d a y ...
let it be y0ur most enjoyable day t0o .
i wishh y0u good luckk in wadever y0u do .

todae or yesterday was fun .
supp0sed to watch movie derr .
doll master . but ... haish
went to ps golden village at first .
but no suchh movie dere . wahh kao
so went to cine but t0o late the time and also ..
coshh the early movie had separated seats
so we .. xf nic kass aud s.h me
chap jixian yuki marv . 10 of us .
went to try our luckk at Lido
and wad y0u noe ...
the m0vie was t0o late againn .
so in the end went to eat dere .
b4 going shopping ! we rawk .
went to far east to sh0p .
the guys felt bored i guess .
but they sh0uld get used to it .
we went crazy dere . i mean it !
kept buying so many things . fun rite .

really tired now .
keep doing hwk non-stopp
but cant st0p lahh .
must do finish ! haish .

oh and an0ther thingg .
i hate all this fighting . really .
cant we settle this once and for all .
i mean there ish n0 use continuing to
call each other names or make up lies .
b0th sides w0nt gain anything from this .
that ish h0w i feel lahh .

god bless .

2004-11-07T19:07:00.000+08:00

leandrea ish out ...
p0or thing lahh .
yupps . left 4 of them liao .
i love slyvester . mmuackks`
he ish sho cute okie .
and his voice is nicee .
oli has talent t0o . agree ?
watch singapore idol next week !
to see who is kicked out . yahhs .

my weekend ish spoilt .
spoilt by tons of homework !
to think once exams are over
i can relax . fat chance .
yuckks` i hate chemistry . eww .
haishh . but have to study more on that .

auddiess . not fair .
i have not seen hazel's dogg .
he ish damn cute ehh .
must go hazel's house s0on .
ickle little cutie dogg .

oh yahh . smth funny happened .
my w0nderful neighbours cat
was left outside the h0use .
nn when i walked to the lift
it tried to f0llow me !
wahh kao . trying to pushh it away .
but no ! it insisted on standing
between the lift . yupps .
kept peering into the bottomless hole
between the 2 sides . omg .
when i tried to lure it out it didnt budge .
then it went into the lift .
arghh . make me panic only .
i was late for sch0ol by thenn .
so just went down to first fl0or with the cat .
goshh . felt a bit scared
leaving the cat lidat on first floor .
but it sh0uld know how to go backk .
rightes ? but i just love that cat .
it always pop by to my h0use .
through the windows lehh .
grinns` my mum hates it though .

god bless .

2004-11-04T23:56:00.000+08:00

yahh . here f0r a quick post .
sec 4s ! continue to jia y0u !
dunchh give up yet alrightes .
but rmb to sleep early okie . yupps .
otherwise not enough energy to sturdie .

went to c0mpass point yesterdae .
with nic xf kass aud s.h
edward jerald kaiwen . to eat kfc
lolx . in the end most of us got stomachache .
w0nder wads wrong with the f0od .
after that went sh0pping . grinns`
girls can sh0p very longg derr .

todae was damn sian .
lessons as usual lahh .
chinese lessons were an improvement
at least there was laughter
and not dead silence . zZzZz
haish wished there was no banding
e5 still rawks derr . more noise
otherwise i will fall asleep .

2004-11-01T01:45:00.000+08:00

2 more weeks ! yesh 2 more .
haish . t0o bad we are in sec 3 now .
have to suffer f0r 2 more weeks .
sec 2 pe0ple . enjoy y0ur hols now .
coshh y0u wont have the chance
next year alrightes . smiles `

supposedly last dae of sch0ol .
went to bowl with my frens .
nut family + sharon + s0me guys .
enjoyed our time dere w0r .
audrey g0od luckk for y0ur paper !
hazel . dunch be t0o upset okie .
we will help y0u derr .

cash dear . uh huh `
y0u got any pr0blems rites .
can always findd me derr okie .
winkks ` i will try to help y0u derr .
must stay happy alrightes .

timothy aka timo !
we will miss y0u derr . pr0mise
dunch w0rry . we will neva f0rget you .
y0u will always be part of the nut family
always alrightes . grinns ` yahh .
y0u will jst be a fl0or away fr0m us .

haish . needa start hunting f0r
all my sec 4 b0oks that pe0ple gave me .
coshh later g0t lesssons lehh .
like n0rmal dae lehh . sian-ed
beta go sleep lerr . later tml die
can0t c0ncentrate . haish .
backk t0 sch0ol again .

god bless .

2004-10-28T01:02:00.000+08:00

todae less0ns quitee short bahh ?
yahh . coshh g0t fire drill .
who0pie . sho fun de okie .
i was with liJian at the front gate dere .
then we were supp0sed to erm .
prevent any parents or reporters
into the sch0ol . uh huh `
then got this set of parents lahh
pretend to have children injured .
then tried to barge in okie .
wahh . me liJian felt the weight of them .
they kept pushing the gate lehh .
sh0 farnie . they made a big scene .
then neighbours were lo0king .
c0uldnt help laughing like crazy .
even the parents were laughing
when tobias wasnt dere lahh . grinns`

the sec 4s sh0 farnie lehh .
kept wanting to c0me into the sch
to sturdie lahh of coshh .
but can0t mahh . winkks`
sho they stayed outside with us
then zehou go0d soul gave me choc
whole bar lehh . smiles` thanks arh .
marcus t0o . gave me sweet . yahh .
but me and liJian enjoyed ourelf lahh .
can l0ck people outside . prisoners .
evil ehh . grinns` ow kept scolding them .
ask them go somewhere else first .
but when they came backk arh
haven finish the drill yet . wahh .
then they complain sh0 muchh .

y0u noe wad ? shhh .. winkks`
my wh0le class got promoted lehh !
sh0 happie . we are not separated .
lurbb my class . mmuackks `
another year t0gether . who0pie .

god bless .

2004-10-27T00:35:00.000+08:00

boo ! winkks '
went to watch the sitcom
' living with Lydia '
yahh . just earlier .
with xf nic0le hazel
and other e2 guys + kiran
was sh0 farnie ! grinns `
the show was ' masak with Lydia '
she had to conduct
a cooking sh0w in malay !
we were laughin like crazy .

kiran was going crazy over
all the chio girls lehh .
when we had shar0n au's autograph
he was like lets photocopy it .
the kissing scene between
ronda and billy b. 0ng was hilarious
it was s0 real ! their expresions .
goshh . we kept laughing .
the girls rawkk` okie .
we were named the screamers .
smiles` coshh we screamed real l0ud .
yahh i suppose . who0ps .
but my partners in crime came sh0 late .
we ended up taking taxi dere
when we all arrived at thomson plaza .
rushh here and there only .
go0d lahh you all . winkks `

god bless .

2004-10-26T02:55:00.000+08:00

who0ps .
it ish already sho late .
gona sleep so0n .
sheesh lahh .
forgot that tml have sch .
after exams till got hwk !
can eu believe it .
chionging it ritee n0w .

haish . grad dae .
actually quitee sad lahh .
ssaw many sec 4s crying .
touchedd by them .
next year our turnn le .
dun thinkk .
gona miss the sec 4s .
winkks ` gona force them to visit .

3 teachers kana pillared .
won choo wb gavin
was watching all 3 lehh .
biang . sho farnie .
i not sadist lahh .
but if eu were watching .
sheesh . surely laugh de .
i think won one most farnie .
coshh of alvin lahh .
he fell on won lehh .
when he tried to carry w0n .
coshh won grabbed his leg .

jasper . winkks`
dunch worry sh0 muchh .
y0ur AO chinese will be okie .
lo0k at ZJ lehh .
he ish not bothered by it at all .
get inspirations from him .
he actually laughed
when i asked him to sturdie chinese .
biang . sh0 prepared .
i will pray f0r eu de . smiles `
i thinkk eu are the only one worried .
but dunch stress y0urself .
ZJ . now ish the time to try it out .
eu sae you stress rite ?
coshh scared 0f results .
ehh . sho eu can try now rite kor .
then eu tell me how it is like .

shucks .
it is 3 am .
beta go to sleep .
nitee everyone .
ehh . o0ps .
it should be morning lerr .
mmuackks ` byee .

god bless .

2004-10-21T23:40:00.000+08:00

i feel weird .
after exams liao .
but i am still studying !
cos of the re-exam lor .
my mummy also lahh .
force me to sturdie .
sae now got more time to buck up .

nvm bahh .
besides ppl having re-exam like me
still got the JC ppl to accompany me .
they have AO chinese .
they damn farnie .
after promos still studying .
hence they complain no time to relax .
YJC ppl jia you okie .
ur promos are soon going to be over .
but u still cant relax .
so cham lehh . got chinese .

tml is graduation day .
it is always so sad to see the sec4s go .
cos they are really nicee .
will miss some ppl especially .
but hopefully we will keep in touch .

god bless .

2004-10-19T20:54:00.000+08:00

okie . overall .
i failed 3 subjects .
oh man . that sucks .
chem phy a maths
luckily can retake .
kass pro lahh .
no needa retake any .

mondae .
played squash tennis
with nic xf kass car timo
lolx . in the end played
ehh dodgeball ?
yikes . carena kept winning .
oh yahh very funny .
we were dodging the balls
hit by car and matt, timo bro
than the ball hit nic butt .
haha . she scream like siao

god bless .

2004-10-15T14:20:00.000+08:00

didnt go sch todae .
sick lahh .
spent time at home slackin'
was supposed to get
e maths and maybe chem ?
paper backk today .
budden i dun wana noe
my results ?
scary eu noe .

xiangfeng .
dun fret okie =))
hopefully ur hp will turn up
as the stealer shld own up ?
i noe it feels weird without a fone
but try to tahan okie .
we will always be dere for eu .

prom nitee 2004
hope it will turn out to be a success
gona spent most of my time now
in plannin that event .
sansan lyly chuankai ivan
we must jia you !
this is the final nite for our seniors .
let it be their best nite !

god bless .

2004-10-13T23:23:00.000+08:00

whee .
celebrated like crazy todae.
went out with my frens
shoppin' spree !
lolx. huggs them .
we must meet up more !

my sis fren died recently.
sadded . you noe why he died ?
a freak accident .
to think he was so healthy .
cosh he was playin soccer
and the ball hit him
right on the chest .
disrupted his heart beat .
hence he died .
so ppl out there
please be careful .

now can go suan my brother
he still got exams .

god bless .

2004-10-11T23:28:00.000+08:00

yipee =))
exams almost over.
left Geog paper 1 tml.
stoopid paper.
make us have to come back
to do 40 mcq ques
other ppl now celebratin'
haish not fair.

tingxuan !
congrats hor.
1 year le wor =))
happie happie for u.

mugged like hell
for the couple of weeks
now it is time for me
to take a break !
but now i still have
my geog paper 1.
got to sturdie now.
wish me luckk =))

god bless.

2004-10-03T23:11:00.000+08:00

exams are here !
yupp . they are !
just a few more minutes
to history paper .
tick tock . tick tock .
sheesh . i am damn scared .
canot bloody concentrate .
argh ! die die .

should i concentrate on China ?
or Russia ? or Germany ?
i cant decide ! shucks
nvm . shall ask my kor .
everyone is studying hard .
i cant compare to them .
my mind is drifting .

my mother keep asking me to sleep
say no matter how much i sturdie
if i never sleep well .
i might as well not sturdie .
cosh it sure wont get into my head
quitee true ? lolx .
but if i dun sturdie more
i will feel unprepared .
sheesh . wad should i do then ?

god bless.

2004-09-28T21:48:00.000+08:00

exams are really here
this hasnt sunk in yet .
lolx . i am dead .
i seemed to have forgotten
everything in semester 1
esp maths and science
that is like half of my subjects ?

god bless.

2004-09-27T22:50:00.000+08:00

neva update for very long .
hmm . where to start .
oh yeah last fridae had GM
sucky sucky sucky .
take so long =D
wanted to faint down dere .
luckily got chestnut n ginko nut
we all dere grumbling .
sat at the back with mitch ck nich
discussed bout certain things .
yeeyan said some things
that he shldnt have ?
but that is another story .

saturdae .
mooncake festival .
had to perform for dance
me nicole hazel were so scared
but came off quitee okie ?
then had to do duty .
was in-charge of the VIPs
with betsy . sian lor .
but i met my form teacher's teacher
mr lee mc teacher !
spent the rest of the nite with
marv jasper bing n zijian kor .
they were all different ?
changed alot i guess ?
more macho bah . diao`
show off their muscles to me only .
n my kor next time u wana
go fishing dun use ur hand
ur scars are horrible
found out smth from them .
they are so mean .

todae .
advanced paper .
had social studies n english
english and ss did ques 3
both also not enuff time .

2004-09-13T22:30:00.000+08:00

hmm .
went to xf house again
why? coshh she didnt want
to go home alone !
jux over a weekend and
i am back at her house again
regular customer liao .

ms ow ish sho mean .
my compo neva write ques no
she went to minus 6 marks !
make me fail !
at first got 18 now got 12 only !
somemore english in progress report
only show this test .
scared like hell lor .
my mother surely scold me horribly
dun dare tell her yet .

exams are comin' soon
have to study again?
this sux like hell .
gotta do my hw .

god bless.

2004-09-11T23:36:00.000+08:00

yesterdae ..
spent it in sch n xf house
had phyics n chem lessons
went to xf house
on the purpose to study
but in the end chatted
xf pro. kill sho many ants
went to heartland mall later wib her
she bought sho many things
n after that said she was broke
but ur new file beri nicee lah

todae ..
was boring
woke up really late n
spent most of my time doing hw
coshh sch ish starting soon
time really flies man.

god bless

2004-09-08T13:39:00.000+08:00

mr kelvin goh ..
u were wib us for a short time
but u had a place wib us.
now u are back in London
but we wont forget u
n hopefully u wont forget us
now we are both students
sho callin' u by ur name kelvin
shldnt be a prob rite? hehex
good luck on ur journey ahead
hope to see u soon.

yesterdae ..
was a dae for clarification
found out the truth
we got worried for nth
but still in times of crisis
we will stick together
n we will win over those
who set to tear us apart

god bless

2004-09-06T16:10:00.000+08:00

holidaes has started.
but we cant play now
haish. study study.

heard frm xf smth on sat.
was kinda shocked.
but expected it somehow.
i mean dere were rumours
bout it last time.
it jux died down.
-
all i can sae ish
we mux be strong.
we mux neva back down.
we will neva give up.
they wana fight.
we too can fight.
but we can kick up
a bigger fuss.
jux watch us.
xf. we will not lose.
we will give it our best shot.
we are not at a losing end
in fact. it ish them.
-
wana thanx nicole
when i was lost
u were dere for me
givin' me advice n
alwaz standing dere for me

sundae was xf birthdae.
but couldnt be dere
to celebrate it wib her.
sho sorrie. will make it up.
-
instead i had to be at
my cuzzie birthdae party.
actually it was a kiddies party
but all my relatives were goin'
sho my mother forced me to go.
said it was a family gatherin'
some sort lah.
-
was held in the function room.
their condo ish damn nicee.
lurve their pool n playground.
each house has a lift outside their door.
but it was quitee diff to find out
which lift belongs to which unit.

as it was a kiddies party
they rented a bouncey thingy dere,
me n my other more grown-up cuzzies
were playin dere. wwe etc.
when the other kiddies were ouside
hmm. a clown was oso dere.
make the balloons. all the diff shapes.
oso got a women who face painted.
wah lao. my cuzzie damn lucky.
parents spare no expenses.
they going to europe next week
for 2 weeks. lucky freak.
they jux came back frm japan recently.
sae europe de ish holidaes
japan de ish business trip.
end here liao. type sho muchh.

god bless.

2004-09-01T21:55:00.000+08:00

haish. teachers dae hols
like not holidae lidat.
still have to chiong hw.

mux start studying hard liao.
canot slack animore.
exams comin' soon.
everyone mux oso jia you
mux do well now sho
can play hard later.

god bless.

outing

2004-08-31T21:25:00.000+08:00

sho long neva update le.
busy wib lots of stuff.
saturdae sundae n mondae
stae in sch till berii late.
then todae teachers dae.

saturdae helped tx wib banner.
wib lyly lything lyna mich
-
sundae went to sch bout 2+
after my lessons n church
only alumni came back tat dae.
n the worst thing happened.
we kana locked in school
coshh we only packed up at 630
only way was to climb out.
the six of us did jux tat.
me zhiLi tx lyly lyna lything.
-
mondae stayed back for concert.
then tried to help tx wib deco.
after helped wrapped the flowers.
was doing the bouquet.
some ppl saw wad we were doing
n regretted not orderin'
coshh berii nice. haha.
-
todae ish teachers' dae.
wana thank teachers for
their hard work in teachin' us
i noe it ish neva easy.
to teachers' whoeva taught me b4.
lurve u guys loads.
a special thankx to mr lee mc
my [3E5] form teacher
u are our class bao bei
hope we wont make u angry
n oso disappoint u animore.
wana thank ms ow for not setting
the english test todae.

went back to my primary sch
weeets. saw my frens there
miss my primary sch still
the peeps dere are sho sweet
went to j8 wib my pri sch frens
sho long neva go out wib them.
enjoyed the time wib them.
mux do tat more often okie?

god bless.

idiots

2004-08-27T20:41:00.000+08:00

everyone got their own opinion.
why bother if u dun like hearin' it.
i mean tt ish wad makes ppl sho special.
-
was readin' an article bout it.
ms ow compre passage.
had to agree to tat alot.
if everyone were to think the same
life would be sho borin'
n everyone would be like robots.
an example ish a debate.
a debate ish fun if both sides
hab diff opinions. rite?
it ish alwaz fun to see how ppl
argue it out. see their point of view.

baked cookies wib lots of ppl todae.
zhiLi shihui mich sab xf alicia des
amanda lything lyly lyna stacy
quitee fun rite. but tirin'
stayed till 7 goin to 8.

tml mux still continue.
hopefully can finish lor.
haish. stooopid mr syn.
give us A Maths test tml.
e3 n e5 beri cham.
mux jia you hor.

god bless.

rush

2004-08-25T20:45:00.000+08:00

teachers dae ish comin' soon.
rush rush rush.
luckily i did most stuff already.
pray everything will go all rite.

yesterdae was in comp lab.
me peiwen n stoopid chu hao.
then got 1 cockroach in lab.
so farnie. in the end erm.
chu hao threw it away. dots.
-
after sch got survey.
ish an english survey.
then tat chuhao
dun wana do himself.
or isit duno how to do.
keep askin' how to do.
then went for meetin' b4
going for teachers' dae rehearsal.

todae. did deco.
went to order cake first.
then went to mac wib tx.
saw my primary sch fren.

i lurve my nut family.
no one can remove this
friendship btw us.

god bless.

yipee

2004-08-24T00:07:00.000+08:00

oh forgot smth.
congrats to liJian n yeeyan.
president n vicee sia
was cheerin' u guys on
3 cheers for you two.
dunch turn sho strict hor.
kiddin' lah. noe u 2 sincee sec 1.
wont turn hooorible overnite.
if got arh. we will murder u.
-
liJian can still plae lame joke on me.
in the mornin' lah. during flag-raisin'
gavin lee only sae yeeyan class wrongly.
u make it sound as though
yeeyan ish not the chosen one.
scare me to death. thought wad happen

god bless.

nutty

2004-08-23T20:37:00.000+08:00

sho long neber update.
coshh of dancee n tests.
erm. fridae arh.
won neber come leh.
2 whole lessons free. sho happy.
budden took tat time to study phyiscs.
coshh later got test.
-
after test went mac.
wib my nut family.
we siao siao de.
change place sho many times.
then finally settled down.
took at least 1/2 hour lor.
then we spent 2 hours there?
luff like hell. make sho muchh noise.
lurve my nutty family.

saturdae sundae. the same lor.
sian sian de. study study study.
my cuzzies went back le.
sent them to airport.
will see them only during
chinese new year? haish.
will miss them.

todae. lessons went quitee fast?
coshh ms ow neber come.
then miss 2 lessons.
first time she neber come to skool
she as strong as a horse lor.
she ish bradbury's dinosaur.
how can sick? strange leh.
budden we happie lah.
-
tml berii busy.
got teachers' dae rehearsal.
emergency thingy meeting.
somemore got cca n english ssp.
n oso the online survey.
teachers' dae rehearsal.
hope nth will go wrong?
mass n class dancee.
we last minute practise de.

god bless.

quote

2004-08-18T00:15:00.000+08:00

" Education is the ability

to listen to almost anything

without losing your temper

or your self-confidence. "

Robert Frost (1874 - 1963)

tv

2004-08-17T18:39:00.000+08:00

olympics started le.
quitee interestin'
wana watch track divin'
gymnastics swimmin'
budden all in the wee hours
at nitee or morning.
tats too bad i guess.

yesterdae. was quitee fun
had history lesson filmed for tv
God noes why? hmm.
quek was dressed up
berii high class wor.
my group wore red shirts.
ivan aka black bearie was sho cutee.
dressed up like men in black ppl.
wore sunglasses too.
like quek somemore.

ms ow ish sho. sarcastic. fun?
call us retards or morons.
eng lessons are quitee
erm. interestin' nicee?
we alwaz laughin'
all coshh of her lah.
and her stoopid remarks.
though she saes we are the idiots.

hugry ghost festival ish here
mux be careful? ahh.
everyone saes tat.
understand xf? =P
dunch be scared arh.

god bless.

computer lab

2004-08-12T15:01:00.000+08:00

haish. sho sian here.
in stoopid sch now.
in comp lab 3 doing stoopid survey.
xf take sho long to do finish.
i finished it quite long le.
she still take sho long.
duno wad she doing.
mux wait for whole class
to do finish then can go.

later hab auditions.
teachers' dae de.
wish my class luck.
we neva practise muchh.
here and there only.
then i tml got another one.
wib my nut family.
nicole hazel carena audrey.
and oso my darling. michelle.
shitty. die liao. argh.
haven thought of it yet.
wadever lah. dots.
tml ish another dae.

god bless.

we are nuts

2004-08-11T18:45:00.000+08:00

sian. todae start sch. luckily short week.
after sch got auditions for sec 1s.
was there n kpo kpo abit.
erm. e3 did dance cum song.
e4 got 2 groups budden both sang.
e6 did a skit. then oso got choir peeps.
got a sec 1 guy sho cutee.
he look like a jap person.
like a guy frm a soccer team. forgot who le.
budden he doesnt lok like a chinese at all.
let alone s'porean.

after tat danced wib my class ppl.
erm got. zhi li. han shen. jin yu. chu hao.
think we are getting the hang of it le.
hope we dunch embarrass ourselves?
mux hab confidence. lurve dancing. sho fun.
went home wib my son warren
n oso michelle my darling.
they both sho nicee. wait for me. hehex.
tml mux wake up early to meet
erm. yeeyan n mr lim.
hope my class will do well tml.

god bless.

weets

2004-08-10T22:17:00.000+08:00

erm. lets start on fridae.
national dae celebrations was quite okie lah.
first time mah. mux sae nicee things.
otherwise no face lah.
was wib my sweetie constance.
throughout the whole time.
she ish sho sweet lor. but berii shy.
hehex. when on stage singing.
she was hiding the whole time !
sho farnie. stand up for singapore !
dots. after tat went to nic house.
wib aud hazel carena siewhoon n nic.
stayed till 5 plus then took taxi home.
coshh not supposed to go out. oops.

sundae went out. saw hazel !
at ikea wib her mummy oso.
all mothers seemed to noe
tat ikea got sale.
all chiong dere. like siao ppl.
was supposed to go see
fireworks wib my frens.
but canot. sho sad. haish.
sundae was a family dae lah.
sho mux go wib them.
chiong home to watch the show
[[ double happiness ]]
it was a let down. really. sho irritating.
in the end nth happened.
then like duno alot of things.
they sae tune in for part 2 !
wah kao. lidat oso can.

mondae my cuzzies came to my house.
my fathers side de.
budden neva entertain them.
as my class peeps came my house.
for teachers dae dance. class item.
got xf kass zhi li chu hao jin yu.
came bout 530 lidat.
thanz zhi li for thinkin' of the steps.
otherwise we die le.
stayed till 10 plus bah. dots. sho late lor.
singapore idol ish quite lame? haha. copy de.
jin yu sent a msg saying tat
alex jin yu n chu hao rox.
bhb sia. damn farnie.
tat lemon tree guy ish lame.
embarrass himself only. alamak.
no idea why they wana do tat.

todae. the same ppl came again.
but this time sho early.
1030 am leh. went to lounge there dance.
ate ice cream first thing in the morning.
chu hao lah. started it first.
end up all of us eat ice cream.
later got stomach upset. dots.
but we stomach strong? hehex.
dance till duno when then go swimming.
alex n gang was there oso.
sorrie jin yu n zhi li. left u guys there.
after tat we ordered pizza.
chu hao ate 5 slices ! pig. haha.
after tat damn full. lolx.
zhss bballers played
against my neighbours.
was watching to see who beta.
haha. have to give
alex chu hao they all credit.
won quite a few rite?
budden still think tat edmund.
can plae beta than geoffrey.
ghim chuan got skill de.
he got style lor.
thought tt time he plae like nth.

god bless.

fast

2004-08-06T21:48:00.000+08:00

todae went by quite fast.
really. zoooom. over.
was amazed at how the bell rang
sho quickly after each lesson.
esp english. had a quiz by ow.
my group was called the 'ee kiat's retards'
ms ow chose it. haha.
she likes to call us retards. n morons.
budden we won. yesh!
now our trademark class name ish bradbosaur.
all coshh of changsoon.
i guess only erm.
bradbury peeps will get the joke.

michelle sab. ish really dirty-minded.
guess tat ish wad happens.
to peeps in maingate.
went to eat wib mich n chap.
started telling lame jokes.
mich doesnt get them.
dirty ppl cant be lame?
hehex. hey chap doesnt noe the joke
bout the $2 note. scissors paper stone.
first time sia. thought he knew
practically every lame joke.
mdm lau was really scary.
frm sch went opposite to
where we were eating.
then tok to us. said if chap was treating
she wanted 1 too. sia lah.

hmm. really glad tat tx ish okie.
was kinda scared in the morning.
budden now. happy for her.
we will alwaz support u. stae happy alwaz.
tml celebration for national dae.
first time. mux see wad ish installed for us.

god bless.

national dae

2004-08-05T12:45:00.000+08:00

fridae ish national dae celebration.
supposed to wear red t-shirt.
red shirt and green skirt?
ish tat wad we are to wear?
makes me think of christmas.
santa claus ish coming to town.
hehex. lame lah.
mux wear nametag leh.
idiot thp. sux lah.

hmm. the water rocket was cool.
was watching it in the afternoon.
my class rox. go 3e5.
they put in alot of hard work okie.

getting kinda sian-ed bout teachers' dae.
in fact ish berii.
all we keep doing ish plan n plan.
heck care lah.
i have done my part sho nvm.
budden it ish coming soon leh.

kana flu virus again.
couldnt concentrate on hw.
stooopid ivan. si black bear.
u mux have spread it again.
tell u keep it to urself.
now keep sneezing non-stop.
all ur fault. hope tml [todae] will be okie.

-

was tokin to my brudders overseas.
they are coming back next week.
yesh. sho long neva see them le.
wonder whether they got change.
knew them since young.
miss them sho muchh leh. especially erm.
aaron. chris. ryder. nick.
jake. shaun. bryan. howard.
my childhood frens.
was berii close to them
when they were in spore.
now some still lah.
like bryan ryder jake aaron.
the rest still okie lah.
sho mux take this chance
to catch up wib everyone.
they good lah. pang seh me go overseas.
budden not all coming back to visit.
still got a few others.
duno wad happen to them.
lost contact. sad.

god bless everyone.

dreaming abt u

2004-08-04T15:30:00.000+08:00

dreaming about you..

thinking of you..

missing you..

sian

2004-08-03T22:26:00.000+08:00

okie. update liao. erm.
cross-country ish cancelled. hehex.
got alot of mixed emotions de.
quite a number of
my frens were disappointed?
coshh they were all aiming for the top 4.
budden now canot liao.
then got some ppl berii happy.
esp the gurls. coshh no needa run le.
haha. budden i find lidat waste of time.

ehh. no cross country
sho we went to thomson plaza eat.
got 6 of us. ehh.
nic hazel xf audrey siew hoon and me lah.
when first reached there
realised tat it was too early.
not much shops open yet.
sho sat down to chit chat?
haha. went kfc later.
spent abt 2 hours there?
most of time luffing.
stooopid nicole. u luff make us luff oso.
end up make our stomach ache like hell.
ehh. kaiwen oso came after tat.
went hme quite early lah.
coshh wanted to sleep. hehex.
wake up sho early leh tat dae.
canot tahan de.
budden in the end was watching
[[ prince of tennis ]]
lurve tat show. weeee =D
hmm. alwaz neva do hw.
kana scolded by my mum.
budden she sae i can only
watch in the weekends. lolx.

nicknames are berii fun actually.
my class got a lot of animals de.
ape black bear chimp pig porcupine.
haha i zoo keeper.
mux control them.
later becum wild how? haha. lame.
todae got enlish test.
wrote my compo twice
as i forgot to leave a line.
hope ow allows mine.
coshh she doesnt want anybody erm.
dying or rape or violence.
smth lidat. mine wana die liao the character.
shld be can bah. hope i dunch fail.
mux pray hard. i pass i happy le. scared.

oOoOoh. my cuzzies came back
frm down under. australia
luckily still didnt get the slang.
otherwise i will luff like siao.
wah kao they sho tall le.
make me feel sho small. haha.
budden they like the same lah.
still as talkative as ever.
i wana watch tv de.
dunch bother me when i am doing tat.

realised tat we are still like kids.
esp zehou chin huat tx tat long
alvin lyly lyna n me lah.
tat time in council rm
was playing wib the whacky thingy.
kept hitting ppl. zehou most cham.
we all gang up towards him.
hehex. oh n i lurve my frens.

god bless (",)

bored.

2004-07-29T20:46:00.000+08:00

okie. start wib yesterdae.
went to acs [barker road]
lurve tat sch sia.
long time since i went there. sho big.
compared to our sch. haish.
was for the mayors's thingy talk.
didnt noe we had a mayor in singapore
till mr wong told us.
hehex. we sho ignorant.
went there and saw my fren.
tx oso saw her fren.
both anderson de.
budden we too shy
to sae harlow. hehex.

mark chay ish sho cute.
gary oso. hehex.
they were in a band called the
[[ swim shadys ]]
most of the national swimmers
they are sho cute.
cept for the one in the yellow tee.
the rest ish cutee.
i dunch tink most of ya noe
wad i m talking abt sho nvm.
hmm. lecture was quite boring.
me tx were drawing on our booklet
coshh we got nth to do.
dialouge session more fun sia.
RI ppl sho chim-ed leh.
wah their comments were like
canot believe lor. then his voice.
wah kao. jc standard lor him.
whole thing ended abt 515?
went to have reception b4 going back to sch.

sian. this whole week got tests everydae.
make me study till sick.
stupid ivan started to spread the virus.
first to hok khang.
then han shen. then me.
then i pass to xf. hehex.
it ish dangerous in our class.
mux be careful now.
dun catch the virus again.

god bless (",)

normal dae.

2004-07-27T21:23:00.000+08:00

hmm. come update le.
normal dae lah. oops.
wenn wana kill me liao. jz oso. hehex.
beta not see them tml. haish.
got tat stooopid convention thingy tml.
at acs baker. sian-ed.
only 10 ppl going.
luckily managed to pull tx in.
otherwise i bored to death.
si liJian. sabo me.
i tell u in the morning i dun want liao.
dun wana listen.
somemore till 615pm leh.
130 start leh. wah piang. sho long.
we go there slack slack abit.
chitchat lor. wad to do.

todae. the sec 1s are sho enthu.
canot stand them.
i hear the song until sian.
they still not sian. haha.
maybe coshh me
n yeeyan came up wib it.
sho berii sian now.
lets get loud by jennifer lopez.
quite okie lah the song hor. phew.
at least got quite a number of ppl learn liao.
sho when yeeyan pang seh me
go do deco at least i not sho worried.
all my tu di can help me teach.
then i juz see whether they correct anot.
argh. tml got a-maths test.
mr lee moh choon.
beta set the paper easier.
otherwise i will fail leh.
n u wouldnt want
our class to do badly rite?
u are our form teacher leh.
hehex. budden now got tranie teacher.
not nicee de. mr sin.
why u come back.
tat time teach us not enuff meh.
we want mr lee leh. haish.
a-maths gonna flunk it liao.

am listening to the song
my kor send me.
very soothing. thanz kor.
u understand me quite well.
in fact. u are the only one
tat can calm me down.
thru ur silly jokes.
budden quite like them. not sure why.
am sho grateful tat
GOD allowed me to have u wib me.

god bless (",)

sian

2004-07-26T00:54:00.000+08:00

hate sundays. alwaz sho boring de.
alwaz mux chiong hw on tis dae.
coshh the next dae sch start mah.
make mii alwaz sho sian-ed.
todae went for tuition.
2 hours stone there sia.
came home ate lunch
started watching prince of tennis.
got the cds mah.
was watching box 3 liao.
i lurve tat cartoon leh.
ryoma ish sho cool and cutee.
tezuka oso.
if u luv tennis then u shld watch this.

after tat went to my grandma house.
my cousins came back frm shanghai le.
sho got 3. more persons to tok to liao.
wah lao. they all grew taller liao lor.
esp the oldest one. bryan lim siang.
he last time shorter than me.
budden now taller le.
by little bit lah. but still...
somemore 1 year younger than me.
sho pai seh. budden luckily guys
are supposed to be taller than gurls lah.
otherwise i no face le.
coshh he all along shorter than me de.

oh n happy birthdae shauna.
my little cousin.
ur cake berii nice. hehex.
chocolate cake mah. who can resist.
haha. was watching x-men again.
quite cool lah tat show.
budden x-men 2 not nice.
sho boring de. weeeee =D
argh. still got social studies test tml.
beta go study.
thanz xf for reminding me.
otherwise i totally forget.
phew. now sho late le.
beta go study.

god bless (",)

hmm.

2004-07-24T18:15:00.000+08:00

For I know the plans I have for you,

declares the LORD

plans to prosper you and not to harm you,

plans to give you hope and a future

Jeremiah 29:11

haish.

2004-07-23T15:45:00.000+08:00

lets see. had maths test yesterdae.
sux like hell. took mrs koh paper
though she not my teacher.
confirm fail de. got 3 graphs to do lor.
then got not enuff time. haish.
the test ended at 2pm.
went to mac wib nicole xf hazel.
nic hazel waited for us. s
ho good hor. lurve ya.
there we were toking abt alot of stuff
frm test to ghost stories.
oh n we met michelle s there as well.
she ish my darling.
can tell her anything de. hehex.
went home wib nic. crapping ard lah.
was bored sho took her bus
and walked home. lame lor.

racial harmony dae was quite fun?
took lots of photos wib my gang.
recess time was wib xf hq tx emily.
took photos in council rm wib them.
then some1 treat us eat the sweet sticky stuff.
lessons was quite sian-ed lah.
but at least teachers were quite understanding.
didnt give us tt much hw.
assembly was sitting wib xf hq.
cheered for our class.
but too bad we lost. haha.
xf kept whacking me.
quite sad tt we didnt win.
but they did their best.
had meeting after tt.
ate lunch wib xf tx. then got dance.
dance until get sian-ed of the song le.
went home wib michelle s.
she berii good de. alwaz go home wib me.
hehex. then i not sho bored.

oh n i m not angry anymore.
life ish too short.

god bless (",)

dance

2004-07-21T00:19:00.000+08:00

normal dae. weird weather. was damn freaking cold todae. stupid weather. el nino lah. make the weather siao siao de. bloody chem test. confirm fail lah. even mcq i got no confidence. hehex. i give up liao le.

am amazed tat the sec 1s are sho enthu bout the mass dance. bout 33 ppl volunteered leh. actually only wanted 18 ppl. budden since they sho enthu then canot bear to kick anyone out. sho i cut down the number of ppl in sec 2s lor. haha. no choice mah. now have to teach 70 ppl the dance leh. crazy lor. stupid kuku bird. sabo me. ask me n yee yan to be in-charge. but at least can teach zehou to dance. ah huat oso. they 2 berii farnie de. kuku got no sense of direction de. ah huat keep on banging into things. hehex. make me laugh only.

muz jia you hor everyone. teachers dae coming soon liao. yee yan like so stress le. got banner to do oso. relax okie. hmm. tml or shld i sae todae celebrating racial harmony dae. haha. shld be berii fun bah. everyone wearing enthic clothes. interesting yeah.

finally realized smth. i am usually the only one who will stae up late de. other ppl all go sleep le. sho sian-ed. pigs arh. hehex. liddat no fun. luckily still got my frens frm other countries otherwise i bored to death. u dun expect me to do my hw non-stop rite. oh n my problem? i guessed u could sae it ish solved in a nice way. both sides keeping quiet i hope. i will for one. hehex. not sure of the other side. but who cares yeah. none of my business. god bless (",)

bdae

2004-07-20T00:25:00.000+08:00

li jian. ur birthdae todae. now 12.25am mah. sho happy birthdae. weeeeee =D u sho old liao. budden dun grow anymore hor. sho tall liao. hehex. may all ur wishes and dreams come true. god bless (",)

let me out of this ..

2004-07-19T23:37:00.000+08:00

hmm. todae in sch berii fun. in the morning i got no lessons as i involved in the hongkong exchange thingy. wah. was supposed to usher the supt of our cluster. me tx n lyly were the supts. haha. tx soup. me fork. lyly spoon. lame hor. we had to wear the stupid green blazar wib white skirt [sorrie hor sec2s. u guys got no chance to wear. but nice meh? sho hot] wah lao. wear the high heels damn pain lor. we stand at foyer for quite long lah. coshh the supts. n vip like to be fashionably late mah. i tell u listening to the lion dance at such close distance for 9 times ish no joke. my ears wana die liao. sho loud.

the ppl who came were quite okie lah. like wad we all said. got no berii chio or shuai ppl. sho sad. budden ikhtia got a lot of chio girls to choose frm hor. hehex. somemore tobias helped u take photos of the malay gurls. hehex. ate the reception food. damn nice lor. lurve the tarts. ate quite a lot of tat? haha. not only me okie. after tat still got lessons lah. but for 3 lessons only lah. sho not sho bad. phew. ehh after sch did cip wib xf huiqi kass. sho farnie. were playing pictionary. me huiqi were in 1 group. xf kass in another. haha. huiqi draw n i guess the bez lor. in the end we won !!! hehex. hi^

haish. i hate this. this never-ending cycle of trouble. why cant it juz go away? as simple as abc rite. but no! it juz refuses. ya noe. i hate someone to the core. all those who noe me well shld noe tat when i sae tat .. i mean it fully. usually i can tahan ppl quite well. budden there are some things i juz cant take it? hehex. wadever lah. hate then hate lor. my business wad. no one ish to interfere. otherwise u will end up killed by me.

someone actually did tat. interfere wib my hatred wib someone else. haha. tat person meant well actually. but how could u!!! u shld noe me well enuff tat i wont listen to much reason now wad. n i hate debating when i am furious. somemore at first sae dun tell then dun tell lor. when i said i dun wana tell anything. wah kao. u end up telling lor. make me sound sho petty. idiot. wana tell at least tell whole story lah. u tell a bit then expect me to sae the rest. wah lao. u shld noe tat i dun wana speak to tat person mah. pig. u beta watch out. everytime sae i threaten to whack you only. talk n no action hor. wait till i see u. n u beta not retaliate hor if u are a real gentlemen. weeee =D dun keep saying i take advantage of tat rule tat guys canot hit gurls. u were at fault mah. i not liddat de leh. i kill when got reason de okie. hehex. god bless (",)

amazing

2004-07-18T00:13:00.000+08:00

todae was boring as usual. woke up quite late. juz nice to watch gundam. my favourite cartoon now. weeee =D luckily parents not att home otherwise canot watch leh. went to sch at bout 2pm coshh of the hongkong exchange thingy. sian-ed there. stae sho long doing nth. came back then do hw leh. sho guai hor. budden no choice mah. sho many hw. teachers kuku le.

finally saw the light. wad do i mean? well whenever i am down n feel like the whole world ish against me or smth. i suddenly rmb i have ppl like my frens and kors. they are the ones who care and are wib u when u are down. they wll listen to u and try to make helpful comments. they will be on ur side no matter wad. they will help u thru this crisis. i will be forever grateful to them. i suddenly rmb tat i am not alone. they give me reasons to live happily.

like now. i am mad at someone for lying to me. comparing me. sho wad do i do? i tell them to my kor. it ish amazing how telling someone bout ur feeling can calm u down. shld do tat more i guess. he calmed me down n told me to relax. gave me some great advice. i followed it n hey. i am not tat depressed anymore. dear kor. thanz sho much =D

even thought life might seem senseless. juz rmb life ish all bout laughing smiling crying n getting angry. sho if u can do all tat. then it ish a reason to live. it ish bout feeling the pain anger happiness sadness. god bless (",)

clearer mind ..

2004-07-16T01:50:00.000+08:00

yoshh. many unexpected things happened recently lah. am touched by all my frens and brudders. helped me thru this difficult period. it was tough on u guys yah. awfully grateful. learned who really cared and we were juz using mii. hehex. quite glad that this happened as it meant that i will treasure my frens even more knowing that they are true to mii. lurve lurve lurve. god bless (",)